30 June 2006

ex-xtian revelations

ever since childhood, i wondered what the citizens of germany felt like during ww2. now it's like i almost understand what they were going through. it's easier to see how it happened, how it could even happen to entire civilizations or worlds.

it's truly a blessed feeling to be here now and possibly witness what is the beginning -- probably more like the middle -- of the end of a civilization, maybe even a planet. it's like the next best thing to immortality.

what's amazing is, the actual humans that are most probably bringing on their own destruction, and most everyone else's, as i write this, are the people of god.

most of them don't even understand what's happening.